Polina Posts XIV: Being White in America; Dying from Despair.


Being White in America; Dying from Despair.

As it turns out the “societal benefits” of being white don’t outweigh the toll a doctrine of endless self-hatred takes. Imagine you’re on that middle and lower middle that just gets by with ever shrinking opportunities that are chased out when policies make it become capital flight, which you are told is just fine because they were just greedy assholes anyway, see we help the worker.

You turn on the television after finding out today that the chain you work for is turning your full time position into a part time.
Your store is closing anyway.

On comes the crust of the socialites of entertainment, whom it seems more and more are a sort of oligarchy, and they tell you:
“Your very existence is a stain on this world of color. You have it so easy. You don’t know strife, I had to be Jewish YOU EARNED NOTHING.”

“Black power!”

*Roaring applause*

You look forward to trying to read the news tomorrow through the 30+ headliners repeating the sentiment and wishing you’d just die already.

Your college aged kid who’s visiting for the holidays walks into the room, you think, you can’t even tell they’re still male or female, and tells you that they hate you, again, and how you ruined them by trying to raise them in a way they were told turned them into an oppressor. They toss up a black power fist and yell something about white supremacy then go back to fucking their third of fourth partner of the week.

Do you:
A. shotgun a six pack?
B. pop four more analgesics?
C. both?

Data says you’ll likely choose C.
A few times before the night is done, and then die there. The only people you still know will celebrate your death as a victory for “literally everyone but Hitler”.  You leave them nothing, even if you had actually wanted to, because more and more of your ever devaluing wages is taken from you. After a life of struggle and trying to do right by even just those around you, you leave the world loved by no one. Hated by everyone in what used to be your country. No country belongs to the very people it hates the most. You leave without even that. For some people, what I’ve just said makes them angry from the “audacity” of it, though none of it is wrong. For me, when I think of my family and my friends being subjected to such a horrid and undeserved fate, I get a sort of angry too.

Theirs is the kind that caused this. Mine killed sixty million people.

-The combined effect means that mortality rates of whites with no more than a high school degree, which were around 30 percent lower than mortality rates of blacks in 1999, grew to be 30 percent higher than blacks by 2015.-

-Case and Deaton find that deaths of despair are rising in parallel for both men and women without a high school degree, and that deaths of despair have increased in all parts of the country and at every level of urbanization.-

-The states with the highest mortality rates from drugs, alcohol and suicide, among white non-Hispanics aged 45-54, are geographically scattered. In 2000, the epidemic was centered in the southwest. By the mid-2000s it had spread to Appalachia, Florida, and the west coast. Today, it’s country-wide.-

-The authors suggest that the increases in deaths of despair are accompanied by a measurable deterioration in economic and social wellbeing, which has become more pronounced for each successive birth cohort. Marriage rates and labor force participation rates fall between successive birth cohorts while reports of physical pain, and poor health and mental health rise.-

-Case and Deaton document an accumulation of pain, distress, and social dysfunction in the lives of working class whites that took hold as the blue-collar economic heyday of the early 1970s ended, and continued through the 2008 financial crisis and the subsequent slow recovery.-

What did the liberation of the women bring to them?

-White women have been dying prematurely at higher rates since the turn of this century, passing away in their 30s, 40s and 50s in a slow-motion crisis driven by decaying health in small-town America. Among African Americans, Hispanics and even the oldest white Americans, death rates have continued to fall. But for white women in what should be the prime of their lives, death rates have spiked upward. In one of the hardest-hit groups – rural white women in their late 40s – the death rate has risen by 30 percent.-

-In modern times, rising death rates are extremely rare and typically involve countries in upheaval,

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such as Russia immediately after the collapse of the Soviet Union. In affluent countries, people generally enjoy increasingly long lives, thanks to better cancer treatments; drugs that lower cholesterol and the risk of heart attacks; fewer fatal car accidents; and less violent crime.-

You know what’s a good plan for lowering crime?

Giving special privilege to people who committed a crime to get here.

But progress for middle-aged white Americans is lagging in many places – and has stopped entirely in smaller cities and towns and the vast open reaches of the country. The things that reduce the risk of death are now being overwhelmed by things that elevate it, including opioid abuse, heavy drinking, smoking and other self-destructive behaviors.

White men are also dying in midlife at unexpectedly high rates. But the most extreme changes in mortality have occurred among white women,who are far more likely than their grandmothers to be smokers, suffer from obesity or drink themselves to death.-

Are the men worse off?

-White women still outlive white men and African Americans of both sexes.- The men are always worse off.

It’s not fair to blame it on the 60s.

-But for the generations of white women who have come of age since the 1960s, that health advantage appears to be evaporating.-

The 60s were a fucking mistake.

Let’s all do tons of new, experimental drugs, fuck in the mud to druggies having a bad trip on a stage and pretend we’ll never get old.
What a strange change of pace. I wonder if that mass immigration that happened just after world war two is in any waIch sehe Dich.

Polina Posts XIII: Mass Communication and Relationships (now with added commentary)

This post has added commentary at the end, as this subject is one I have extensive thoughts on.

Polina’s Post


There was no worse time for mass communication to come about than when it did. It’s also made managing relationships and the after effects impossible. In the 60s the mistake many came to later realize they made was in thinking one could truly say whatever one felt at any time. They had followed the habits of “polite society” but had forgotten the “why” of it. When the question came around again, there was no answer. The answer was still there, but they had all forgotten it. They mistook meaningful tradition for habitual tradition. They had thought it was simply followed because no one had ever questioned it.
Thought about for more than ten seconds this is as ridiculous as it sounds.

Old laws and old ways broken, with simply nothing there to replace. A lot of people have said liberalism is an inherently negative thing now; this is how: It tears down everything but builds nothing. Instead, in the place of those things it gives chaos disguised as “true freedom”
All it does is pretend nothing is something.

We tore down all the old restrictions and stuffy rules and in it’s place we give you basic urges of a more animal state.
This is the new definition. Whatever you feel. No higher thought. No consideration. Just feel and react.

How liberalism is just post-modernism makes a lot more sense when you understand this is the chaos and identity politics is societal fracturing. Slavery to passions is the irrationality. The results are one large blur.

Global mass communication could not have come at a worse time. It amplifies all of the problems this creates. Meeting is instant. Leaving it agonizingly long.

In reality it seems, though not many people like it, the best option for a situation like this is the clearest and most obvious:

Cut them out completely.

With the way communication works now and how it factors into people’s lives, this is not a simple feat. It is however the choice between keeping a limb gangrene or amputating and cauterizing.

Secondary fact: Time does not heal all wounds.
Steel and fire can.
Harsh methods for forging through new founds problems of the modern age. You don’t hug a frontier, you beat the fucker into submission.

People are increasingly acquiring huge collections of digital possessions. Despite some pleas for ‘forgetting’ most theorists argue for retaining all these possessions to enhance ‘total recall’ of our everyday lives.

However, there has been little exploration of the negative role of digital possessions when We report on interviews with 24 people about their possessions after a romantic breakup. We found that digital possessions were often evocative and upsetting in this context leading to distinct disposal strategies with different outcomes.

The best general advice one can be given for life, applied literally or in less than conventional ways is this:
Sometimes you just have to start killing people.
And that’s okay.


This phenomenon isn’t exactly new. I think it’s worth quoting the bible here, as it was for centuries the core of Western Civilization:

For at one time we too were foolish, disobedient, misled, enslaved to all sorts of desires and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another. – Titus 3:3

Sounds a lot like…

We tore down all the old restrictions and stuffy rules and in it’s place we give you basic urges of a more animal state.
This is the new definition. Whatever you feel. No higher thought. No consideration. Just feel and react.

This is where we are now. We are currently undoing two thousand years of moral, intellectual, and cultural advancement. It is horrifying. Witches were burned at the stake less than 500 years ago. Nowdays it’s fashionable to blame religion for this, but the truth is that people just wanted to burn things. In Monty Python and the holy grail, a group of peasants ask their lord if they can burn a witch that they have “found.” That might be closer to the truth than you think.

People used to greatly enjoy the suffering of others whether they be people or animals. Cat burning was a type of popular entertainment in France prior to the 1800s. It really was popular, notable people would participate. To quote:

A famous midsummer day festivity in the Century Paris was to burn alive a dozen cats. The king and queen were usually present and the king or the dauphin [heir] would light a pyre. The cats were then tumbled into the flames from an overhead basket, and the crowd reveled in their cries.

“Certainly this is not really a worse spectacle than the burning of heretics, or the torturings and public executions of every kind” Elias writes. “It only appears worse because the joy in torturing living creatures shows itself so nakedly and purposelessly, without any excuse before reason. the revlusion aroused in us by the mere report of the instutition, a reaction which must be taken as ‘normal’ for the present-day standard of affect control, demonstrates once again the long term change of personality structure.”

– Nicholas Wade,  A Troublesome Inheritance p168

These such things continue even now, notably in societies that are still tribal. The Middle east has frequent public executions; stoning of adulterers and the hanging of homosexuals. ISIS burns captured prisoners alive, with petrol. Unlike burning at the stake, there’s not enough smoke to kill you fast. Africa has similar practices, without even being Islamic…
Necklacing is the practice of summary execution and torture carried out by forcing a rubber tire, filled with petrol, around a victim’s chest and arms, and setting it on fire. The victim may take up to 20 minutes to die, suffering severe burns in the process.”

This obviously disgusts us, because we come from a totally different culture that has affected us on a biological level. We have greater empathy in our genes, after hundreds of years of excluding, imprisoning, and executing violent and psychopathic individuals, the genes for trust and self control have flourished. Culture and genetics feed back into each other, which is why this current trend of no self-control, of rage and violence at political opponents, at political tribes is so disturbing. While the right has played a role in this (hello Newt gingrich), the left is by far the more egregious offender. The Marxist paradigm of oppressor vs oppressed makes dialogue impossible and justifies any violence based on feelings of oppression.

Genetics are of course, not everything, which is why this is important. When feelings do get strong people still need reasons to do or not do. The left has said that the old culture of self control is oppression and that feelings are freedom.

This is insanity.

People are now slaves to their emotions & passions, just like Christianity warned.

I’ll probably edit this later, it’s not quite on topic enough.

Polina Posts XII: American Intelligence Services


Did you know that American Intelligence services held the same stance and soviet propaganda about the state of the union? Did you know that the reality was the complete opposite?

This is for two points.
Number 1:
Commie nations are like Chinese knockoffs. You can tell it’s not what it says it is if you look, but it’s also slowly killing you secretly. There’s a tiny guerilla war, raging at any point of contact between you and it.

And number 2:
American intelligence services have to be some of the fucking worst in the world. From the birth of the FBI and the CIA to today, declassified documents paint a picture of “oh god how did I get here holy shit drugs”. The ATF is even worse than this and is kept in the basement, chained to the washer/dryer combo machine. Oh no wait, that’s just where it should be.

The very first time the CIA even practiced overthrowing a foreign nation, it failed. Terribly. The operation succeeded however, through their incompetence because he [the foreign leader] found out they were trying to kill him and fled. When they had to write up a full report to the then president, they fucking lied. They wrote it was a great success and the rebels they trained were so effective they lost next to no one. The reality was more like today.
“How many trained rebels are left in Syria who aren’t ISIS?”
“About 5.”

Do you know how I know the government isn’t “mass genociding the negros to ensure white supremacy”? The government couldn’t even kill one commie nigger without fucking up what was supposed to be a “botched raid”. They set out to intentionally fuck everything up. And still fucked that up. I’m not sure why killing communists even needs to be an act done is secret, but fine. Should have been botching botched raids on teachers lounges at unis instead.

Should still be doing that.
Only without the secret.

They’re all anti-gun leftists anyway. What are they going to do? Cause it’s not fight back.

Fish in barrel.

Normalize executions of communists. I want it to be so regular, so everyday that Mr. Average Joe treats it like water cooler small talk.